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ok…major update? ^.^;

firstly, my com is dying…there’s no sound, bluetooth capabilities, OR language options anymore…if THAT isn’t bad enough…it totally wiped out my essay which was due the following day…i wanted to die

but now that i look at it….it ACTUALLY provided one good thing…opened up space on my com it did…a couple of mgs (HEY! i’m TRYING to be POSITIVE!) >.<

so yeah…besides that arh…everything else paled in comparison…but you know what? after not sleeping in 48 hours, i managed to get my work done…handed it in and a couple of hours later, i get an email from my tutor telling everyone that the deadline has been pushed back because the student portal was down and people who chose to submit it online couldn’t…

CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP!

haix…and now? my earphones broke…it still works, but the right earpiece is broken lar (with the wires sticking into my ear and all ^.^; )

in other news, i’m pretty much in an awful state at the moment…lazy, been sleeping, eating, barely reading…and yet, my lecturer compliments me for being a hardworking student…

if anything, i feel worse because of it…m(_ _)m there is just NO pleasing me is there?

so yeah…anyhoo, it’s 4.30am…another sleepless night because i want to get my essay done before wednesday if possible….gotta go research now then…laterz~!

ok….nvm…. bad bad bad ranting going on…so… until i cool off… *breathes* 

listening to classical music is bad…

it can make me feel more depressed then emo music can…

more angry then rock and metal music…

and strangely enough,

more happy than listening to Gackt

…

*gasps*

hahahahahaha…

haix, go figure…for all you know arh, i’ll be all bipolar on everyone soon…totally possible at the rate i’m going…

yet, i’ve decided to apply for a library card so i can borrow some CDs to listen to…

and, i’ll have my violin with me soon *HAPPY*

then i remember how painful it’ll be to play it again *SAD*

i still remember the exploding/imploding veins on my arms…play too much, i’ll get bruises everywhere and spasms…

same thing’s going on now actually…i have a drawing module now, and anything more then 1/2 a go, bruises start to form…the hell lar…looking at my arms now, all i see are bruises and cuts (the paper kind lar ^.^;;;; ) m(_ _)m

bah, i’ve got a pimple in my nose…o(>.<)o

anyhoo, you wouldn’t believe what i had for a supper/midnight/early morning snack (don’t know what to call it…it was at 4.15am~~~)

steamed egg!!!! hahahaha, santo’s recipe from the last time we had dinner at arthur’s…

this was on the morning of the 14th lar…that was tuesday night lar…

napped for 2 hours then went for a walk to the library at around 8…

it’s god damn cold lar…

when i first got here, i had to exhale DAMN HARD to get the my breath to do the frosty thing…now? the minute i step out the door…

VIOLA!

*walks to library puffing air*

hahaha, was damn amused…until the wind blew and it started to get EXTREMELY COLD!

must.preserve.warmth!

….

….

i suddenly want to eat oden …

poo!

aa~ah…

it’s been really busy these couple of weeks…and now, i think i have to stay grounded…

coming home at 2am not good…it’s cold, windy and therefore slightly suicidal no matter how close we all live to each other…

yeah, no clubs for me man…no drinking either…instead, what do i blow my on?

but oh god, it was SO good!

that, and a whole bunch of chocolates…m(_ _)m

ok…but that’s it! no more! i’m giving myself an allowence and am not gonna bring my card out with me anymore…no eating out cause it’s insanely expensive as well…phone ran out of credits, but i’m not topping up cause i’ve overspent by 5pounds this month already…

yeah…i’ll be my own parents…

anyhoo, sushi night on friday night was great…hope no one suffered from food poisoning for anything ^.^; pictures are on facebook, and i’m lazy to upload them here…

made some with the leftover rice too

joanne, arthur and i then walked chun ying home, and look what we saw at her neighbour’s window…

[edit: oversized image, but i'm lazy to edit it right now...T-T]

yeah, he/she loves vodka alright

and….in other news…

my hallmate’s room was broken into…his stuff was allllllll over he place, but thank god nothing was missing…

worse thing is, i was probably in my room blasting my music as it happened, and therefore was not able to help…m(_ _)m

then richard, who is starting to remind me a little of house guy, twisted his ankle real bad too…the guys sent him to the hospital to get it checked…turns out everything is ok, but they gave him clutches…hahaha….truly house now…

eventful night man…

today? i’ve dedicated to studying

and drinking coffee…^.^;;;

and eating…

and snacking…

gotta get started on my epigraphy assignment then…(^-^)/

hehehe, i had okonomiyaki tonight…

both joanne and jennifer came over to have dinner, and help cook…jen brough ben’s and jerry’s too lar!!!!

delicious man! am lazy to upload pictures now….but should do it later..on facebook ^.^;

hahahha

anyhoo, the reason i’m blogging is because…i realise something…

i hate being unemployed…

i’m even more frustrated at the fact that i’m actually slacking…both academically and professionally…(did i mention to anyone that i woke up an hour late for lecture this tuesday? haix)

AND

i like to please people…i’m very service oriented already i think…back in internship, my goal was always to make the customers happy…THAT was enough for me…sales was not just for commission, but i truly wanted people to enjoy their holiday…

haix….the things 3 years in poly does to you man….*shakes head*

hahaha…ok lar, but because i think i’m like this, i get frustrated that i’m not working now…that i could actually be contributing to something/productive…

it’s annoying me!

that i’m not trying hard enough at everything i do…i imagine i’m a very do-a-little-bit-of-everything-half-way kind of person

m(_ _)m

i hope i find a stable job soon…while short term casual jobs pay well, i’d rather financial/job stability any day…