October 2008


madness!

absolute madnesssss..

how did i not know itunes had a visualizer until now?!

and by accident no less!!!!

(O.O)

ahyaaaa…

’tis the season of SAD…xP

nah, it’s still rather early…the sun’s still up at 6-7ish…i’m just uber bummed out with work and at home life…not used to it yet i suppose…doesn’t quite help that it seems the workload has doubled (if not quadrupled) and it all counts towards my degree now…

STRESS! (T-T)

xP nvm, i still find lectures fun larh…*sniggers* been doing tons of outside reading as well (because my tutor hasn’t approved or said anything about my chosen essay topic which is now due in 2 weeks…we had 5 originally) that’s the main issue here really…i’m bloody screwed cause there’s no time to research and write a proper essay now…can’t help but TRY to put up a fight…thinking about animals that have been dead for centuries or millennias day in day out…sleep also cannot sleep lioa…

i just don’t understand why i’m so ‘bleah’ over this…

2 weeks and no topic though!

=_=

crap to high hell and back larh…no choice liao…

anyhoo…ok larh~ everyone seems to have the impression i study alot…clean alot…work alot…xD hahaha…wonder how i managed to leave such an impression…(maybe cause i’m one of the few who can’t afford the time or money to go out with them…?…*guilt trips*) i hate being broke…having 3 quid left in the bank once just shocked the living daylights outta me…3!

can’t join archery again *stabs self*

can’t join riding again *double stabs*

can’t eat out too often now *stab STAB*

can’t go to parties or outings i’ll inevitably be involved in some way or another *stab-bidy stab stab stab*

haix…(THINK! what would yamada tarou do?)

well, at least i joined the sports hall…have been swimming again lately for my back (^-^)b

yeah…ok, i gotta go find a back up topic to research on…if i don’t get my topic by monday or tuesday next week, i’ll have to have something to fall back on just in case lar…so at least i can sleep with a peace of mind